A YEAR OF SUNDAYS
June 2025
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The Official Poetry Journal
of AAPC


ARTWORK: Monsters and the Beast by Trinity-memyandi L. Venter
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Monsters
and the Beast
How did I survive
you want to know
amongst these monsters
with their hollow eyes and
vitriol spitting mouths
forked tongues
destroying my sanity
my last belief in humanity
monsters, all of them
always in my peripheral
shadows in familiar rooms
wearing faces I once loved
they knew not these
abominations of my blood
the venom coursing in their veins
I was spawned
from the same dark well
they hadn't seen the
beast that I'd become
the three headed reflection
twisted in the broken
hallway mirror
sharp edges cutting deep
into the flesh
of my new found memory
I learned their language of betrayal
their voices reverberating
in my mind
they missed the
quiet violence
behind my smile
that hid a snarl
I wear retribution like armor
their cutting words to me
a battle cry
I survived by becoming
what they feared most
the beast they cannot tame
the spawn who knew their secrets
ultimately we’re similar
monsters in human skin suits
razor teeth
and burning eyes
a family forged in the fires
of our shared hatred
how did I survive?
I became what they made me
the feral thing howling
through the deserted halls
of our haunted home
a three headed beast
filled with vengeance
fueled by rage
how did I survive you ask?
who said I did
the million dollar question is
will they…
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-- Trinity-memyandi L. Venter
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*****
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Why End
the Flowers
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Who says the growth must stop?
We will only be
lying in our beds, so why
why must they be plucked to sit
by our stones?
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-- Richard Oakley
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*****
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Penta-Gram
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I met my honey on a Penta plant
The petals were red and she was brown
I was a recent rose transplant
And she was a bee just blown into town
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The flowers and leaves had a raindrop sheen
The nectar was sweet as I drank her in
I was a male who loved my Queen
But this new bee gave my wings a spin
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We worked each morning to pollinate
And danced on the blooms one petal apart
Antennae began to undulate
My body pulsed from my dorsal heart
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We’d fly as a pair to her cell in the hive
Just 28 days we had together
We buzzed and waxed and I was alive
Until the bear and raging weather
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Destroyed the hive and so my sweet
And I were forced to find new homes
As solitary bees you’ll meet
Alone in just a brush and comb
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-- NancyGene
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*****
Untitled
(Unending Faith)
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With unending faith, Hope will always pray
for crippled spirits and broken dreams
sooth their tears, stifle their screams
and take to her chest, till a better day
That fateful day, her Escaped Kin will pay
for from her fathomless well will upswell
a flood to wash away their blighted Hell
so finally her children can safely play
-- Ash Wurthing
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*Dedicated in memories of Jocelynn Rojo Carranza, an 11 year old angel now lost to us, and Mikayla Raines, founder of Save A Fox wild animal rescue.
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*****
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When You Shoot Dice with the Devil, You Always End Up
Throwing Craps
Too many seven-come-eleven nights
Washed down with bonded booze and bottle blondes;
Too many barroom brawls and backstreet fights
Green fairies wielding anise-scented wands
Who lure me back to go another round.
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Too many tattooed tramps and tramp-stamped hos
Holed up in rat-hole dives till break of dawn,
Too many mornings passed in unwashed clothes
A malcontented, lean and hungry pawn
Lost in the cross-patched streets and traffic sounds
That strive to fill the night-black void within.
Too many scrapes with fate, too many scars
Too many parted lips, too many sins
Too many miles racked up in suped up cars
Down empty highways paved with blood and bone.
The dice are tossed, boxcars collide and burn
My head is pounding like a freight train's rod,
I close my eyes and wait my final turn
Pick up the dice, mutter a curse to God
Stare into snake eyes till I turn to stone.
-- Michael Pendragon
*****
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Mechanical Noise
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She's selfish and spoiled
And always well oiled;
Daddy's little golden girl,
Brought up in a Godless world.
She's always racing, shifting her gears;
A pretty face with the space
Between her ears.
Cold, emotionless,
She couldn't care less;
A cruiser and a user,
A conscience would confuse her.
She says she's lonely, her only friends,
Are the men with the money
To meet her ends.
So face it, boy,
You're just a toy
Along for the ride till she decides.
Don't listen to what she's saying,
She's only faking and making
More of that mechanical noise;
Separating the men from the boys,
Making her men into mechanical toys.
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-- Joseph Danoski
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*****
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The Curves
on Purpose
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We took out time --
sent the clock careening
off course --
bit a speck of dust, was
flung up from the curbside
mandible.
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-- Richard Oakley
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*****
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The Observer
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I can hear the fizz and sizzle
Of the waves as they slide down the beach
I feel the foamy wetness
Of salt water at my feet
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As I walk along the sand
Breakers create a watery din
The undertow tugs at my heart and soul
Drawing my body in
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But I won’t swim today
Although the ocean calls
Instead I will observe
The wildness of it all
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-- Louise Charlton Webster
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*****
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Faultline
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Don’t talk to me about balance
I am built on a subduction zone
one layer of me
shoving the other
under
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There’s no symmetry here
only compression
crustal buckling
a body folding into itself
under pressure I never asked for
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calm is a lie
a locked fault waiting to rupture
beneath my smile
stored energy
elastic strain building
with nowhere to go but OUT
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when it hits
Oh, you'll feel it
I am the primary wave
The P-wave
the first to strike
fast
brutal
a rumble before I break
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Then comes the S-wave
slower
sideways
shaking everything sideways
until my world tilts into chaos
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I don’t crash
I liquefy
soil turns to sludge underfoot
I sink into me
lost archeology
no one will excavate
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They say I’m unstable
I need fault mitigation
where the fuck do you bolt down
a shifting soul?
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This is no mood swing
It’s plate tectonics
This is me
ripping at the mantle
grinding through metamorphic pressure
until thought becomes magma
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I don’t rupture
I erupt
I pyroclast
I ash-cloud every relationship
until all they breathe
is fallout
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still they ask me to calm down
To “ride it out.”
be less intense.
I was born
along a transform boundary
and I have split every map
they’ve ever tried
to draw of me
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I am not a crack in the surface
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I am the goddamn continental divide
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-- Trinity-memyandi L. Venter

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*****
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Untitled
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It's amazing, faith wasn't my saving grace
when my hopes were trampled in the rat race
and you may think I'm lost, but I have found
that now blind to that which beguiles
I may be free from their lusty wiles
but not their siren's song lurid sound
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-- Ash Wurthing
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*****
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The Prison
of Your Skin
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You've the patience of a saint,
But your faith is wearing thin.
Living in the middle of a desert existence,
With any attempt at living met with resistance.
You've been declared dangerous and insane;
A strange blend of anger and regression --
An outcast and a leper
That everyone must shun.
Banished to the wilderness
Beyond the land of the living;
Outside the cities of man
And the company of women.
Your life a world of locked doors
And fortress walls without an entrance,
Where prayers fall upon deaf ears
Of the gods who stand in indifference.
You've no home nor hearth, no farm with fields
In which to sow your wild and restless oats.
No green island oasis
With sweet waters of forgetful rest.
No daughters of lost shepherds
With warm offers of bed and breakfast.
Only the cold stars, or an old barn
To lie down with the dogs,
The pigs and goats.
You're a patient in the pit,
In the prison of your skin.
Living like a sinner dying for his religion;
Suffering under the judgement of their decision.
You've been declared unsafe and unclean,
With no hope nor cure for your condition --
A scapegoat and a martyr
Awaiting your redemption.
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-- Joseph Danoski
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*****
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After the Rain
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After it rains
The trees cry
The leaves weep
Until they dry
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Puddles create
Waterfront views
The grass is slick
With heaven sent dew
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The air is fresh
Washed and clean
The pavement releases
A misty steam
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After the rain
Rivers side sweep streets
The drought is over
To the town’s relief
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-- Louise Charlton Webster
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*****
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Emigration
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Now comes the season
When sister and brother
Must leave the safe nest
Of father and mother.
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Nature must ease in
A new generation
Of bluebirds and redbreasts
For God’s admiration.
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Man sees the reason
Why Earth sings with feathers,
When fledglings in full dress
No longer are tethered.
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-- NancyGene
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*****
The Patient Lime
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Below the sense is time
below lemon is lime
One note hits, one punches
one night stands, in bunches.
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Richard Oakley
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*****
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Where
Nothing Grows
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Down in the valley where nothing grows,
There are no more bluebirds, only crows.
Down in the village, the river slows,
And as cold as death
The north wind blows.
Now it never rains, but always snows,
Down in the valley where nothing grows.
Out on the wastelands where no-one goes,
Except for the loner, all his woes;
Counting his blessings on fingers, toes,
Out on the wastelands
Where no-one goes.
Now it never rains, but always snows,
Down in the valley where nothing grows.
Top of the mountain, an eerie glow
To the little village down below;
No signs of springtime begin to show,
Nor hope that something
Will ever grow.
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-- Joseph Danoski
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xsE8oCGj8T4
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*****​​
The Body Electric
I sing the body electric...
-- Walt Whitman
I spring to life when you walk in the room
Like wildflowers opening to the sun,
I spread my eager petals out in bloom
Their vibrant hues too deep to be outdone
By reddest rose, viola penny blue.
I burst to life, filled with electric power
The atmosphere takes fire, air cracks and sparks,
Galvanic currents, nuclear ions shower
Transforming thoughts, erecting radiant arcs
Span time and space, uniting me with you.
Drawn face-to-face, eyes locked in mirrored stare,
Reflected smiles and echoed laughter fuse
And in that fusion gladly unaware
Of any world beyond our pinpoint views
Too tightly knit for one to break the gaze.
I come to life, with new life pulsing through
My tired veins, controlled atomic force
Runs through me, and through me flows into you
I tremble as we trace time to its source
Embracing you alone for all my days.
-- Michael Pendragon
*****
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Wrecking Ball
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I am the hurricane
that destroys every
safe harbor I seek
my lighthouse
only leads to jagged rocks
salt in your wounds
poison in your cup
bitter wind that gnaws
on the bleached bones
of every soul I touch
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You come with hope in your eyes
I see the end
I do not trust
my hands pull apart
closed wounds
stitch by stitch
until there’s nothing left
but the cold kiss
of regret
I press against
your lips
I die in every love story
doubt that grows louder
until it drowns out
all the sweetness
you thought you saw in me
I am not comfort
no one’s salvation
just a howl in the silence
of your peace
I’ll strangle
murder
the fragile love
in your beautiful heart
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I stand in rubble
see the truth
deep in the scars
I leave behind
never was I meant to heal
bring warmth
only cold
hurt
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I'm inevitable destruction
you should have seen
coming
the moment I crashed
into your life
a human wrecking ball...
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-- Trinity-memyandi L. Venter​

*****
Shrimp and Grits
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Shrimp and grits and bacon bits
Feel really good in your tummy
They melt in you mouth a gift from the south
They taste so incredibly yummy
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They're easy to make after you wake and bake
It won't put much strain on your brain
Main course or a side you'll burst with pride
At the deliciousness you were able to obtain
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-- Keith Mansfield
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*****
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THE ULTIMATE HUNGER
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Once, I was like you,
Eating only what's true and sweet;
But once I tasted of the grave,
I came to crave its gruesome treat.
It was a growing compulsion,
So unnatural and unclean;
Always hungry like a vulture
For something more obscene.
Now I raid boneyards and blue morgues
For that human meat;
The sum-total of the number of souls
Of what and who I eat.
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-- Joseph Danoski
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*****
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Kingdom's Queen
I found the silver key
To a golden book;
And watched the spirit world
By a sylvan brook.
I caught the sweet woodnymph
That first captured my heart,
That midsummer night's day
When she played me my part.
I saw a black rainbow
That gave me the blues;
The moon and stars rising
That inspired the muse.
The goddess of springtime
With her golden hair green,
Who wore the flowered crown
Of a kingdom's queen.
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-- Joseph Danoski
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*****
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Midsummer Night
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The forest trembles, breathless on the brink
Enchantment fills the air like tiny bells
The devil moon sends down a wicked wink
While blinking stars, like brilliant asphodels
Trick wayward wanderers across the brake
To search for asses' faces in the lake
Or listen to the faerie songs that tell
Of love-in-idleness whose purple dye
When sprinkled in a sleeping lover's eye
Purports to fashion Heaven out of Hell
While casting moonspun spells on patchwork fools.
Come Moth, Peaseblossom, Cobweb, Mustardseed
The night is young, and starlight flecks the trees,
The Puck sets out upon a darksome deed
As love's laugh ripples on the Junenight breeze
To drive men mad, and maidens madder still.
I close my eyes and bide my time until
Night's dragons slash the sleeping clouds to shreds
And scattered moonbeams gleam like fireflies,
Then raise my head to scan the midnight skies
Or search the grove for faeries' woodbine beds
For goblins, faeries, changelings, imps, and ghouls.
This night's for lovers and love's wounds run deep
When green eyes pierced me like a faerie dart,
Proved Robin's spell too delicate to keep
And gossamer bands too frail to bind the heart
I bend my head and watch the flowers weep.
-- Michael Pendragon

*****
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Surely
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A sweet summer evening
The moon is out
Sterling stars shimmer
All about
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The cool earth is moist
Flowers have closed
The garden asleep
But tomorrow it grows
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Lovers together
Gaze at the sky
Sure of a heaven
For above them it lies
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-- Louise Charlton Webster
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*****
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The End of the Line
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Having visions of fire from worlds unseen
Deep in the afterglow of a life well lived
The transition is swift but the visibility poor
A pleasant feeling from the warm sun or a brutal beckoning?
Sitting in on the new frontier waiting for the final chapter
The gulf separates the conscious mind from the blackness
of tomorrow
As you slip into the sea, the sea of possibility
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Where you land we'll soon see
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-- Keith Mansfield
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*****
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Band-Aids
and Bullet Holes
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i entered this world
straight into a bloody warzone
my childhood riddled with landmines
with the very first step i took
something blew
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by five
i knew how to duck before the strike
at ten
i was stitching myself up
twenty
i was fluent in pretending
owned an arsenal of masks
knew how to play any part
thirty
i was propped up on pills
so i started to quill
the pain away
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i’ve been shot
again
and again
wounds deep as time itself
black holes tunneled through me
where stars used to live
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all they ever handed me
bandaids
not even the kind that pretend
to blend in
no
they slapped on
mickey mouse and cinderella
as if cartoon magic
could stop a soul from bleeding
a smiling princess
could compensate
for the love they never gave me
care was something
you could buy in a box
love made in china
peel and press
over shrapnel
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no one saw me
stapling my soul back together in the dark
or heard
how loud the silence
the violence
was inside my skull
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i kept walking
bullet-riddled
shaking
with a smile duct-taped to my face
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tell me
how do you patch a childhood?
how do you tourniquet a life
that started bleeding
before it even began?
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every label they gave me
was just another way to say
“here’s a wound we don’t know how to treat,
but let’s stick something over it
so we don’t have to see.”
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i am still standing
still bleeding, yes
but goddamn it
i’m still here
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if i bleed out
let it be a masterpiece
not just another chalk outline
on the pavement
let it be
red as rage
raw in it’s truth
more honest than any mask
i’ve ever worn
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you don’t survive
all these years of hell
by being soft
you live it
by bleeding bright
turning every bullet hole
into a light bulb
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let them hand me
their cartoon band-aids
i’ll wear them as armor
smiling back at the world
with blood on my teeth
a blazing fire
no diagnosis
can ever name or tame…
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-- Trinity-memyandi L. Venter
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*****
​Letters to Shorty
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He was just a mere boy
when he marched off to war,
leaving behind his one true love.
She was as pretty as the most beautiful rose,
and as innocent and pure
as a dove.
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He was handsome and young
with a heart full of love
for his beautiful maiden so fair.
They promised their love would always be true
and love letters everyday they would share.
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Each day, she ran to open her mail
and she smiled at the words that she read.
"My Dearest Shorty," it said.
How is my sweet love today?
I dream of the day we will wed."
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The years went by,
and the letters piled high.
Each one was its own special treasure.
"Dear Shorty," he said,
"My love never dies,
but grows deeper each day
without measure."
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"When this war ends,
a beautiful life we will spend
and together our lives we will blend.
Dear Shorty, I promise to cherish your love
until the day my life
comes to its end."
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Then came the day
to Shorty's dismay,
no letter from her lover was there.
And as the days went by
and no letters arrived,
her heart was overcome
with great fear.
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Everyday she prayed.,
"God please keep him safe
and bring my love home to me."
Then, at last came the news
of a great calamity.
So severe were her love's injuries.
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They said he was frail, and only time would tell,
if he could survive the long weeks ahead.
It was the thoughts of Shorty's love,
that gave a much needed shove
to get him up out of his bed.
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Alas, one last letter arrived.
"My Dearest Shorty," it said.
"My heart has been faithful and true.
The war has been long,
but my love is still strong."
"Shorty....I am on my way
home to you."
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-- Patti Thomas Woosley
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*****
​The Devil
in My Soul
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He pricks my mind with barbéd pitchfork prongs
Embroils my thoughts with dastard's darksome deeds,
Sows bastard seeds with sultry siren songs
Sets fire to coals that turn my black-goat needs
To blazing starbursts brighter than the sun.
He stirs the ragged rabble of my loins
Rouses the rebel youth that dwells within,
Bids me to kill my God for thirty coins
To nail my conscience to the cross of sin
And wield my verses like a loaded gun.
He goads me, bending me until I snap
Pours bonded bourbon, sparks a cigarette,
Enflames my senses like a thunderclap
Then prods me on, a prancing marionette
To lose myself in perfume-scented arms.
I've walked this path a thousand times before
Cut blood-red smiles on the face of night,
Kissed eyes that sparkled like a painted whore
Plunged headlong in the winecasks of delight
And pledged my soul to sample siren charms
That fill my senses like a beldam's spell --
Forsaking Heaven for the thrills of Hell.
-- Michael Pendragon
*****
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Untitled
(A Hex)
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A hex is upon this existence!
A bad moon of ominous dissonance
over this sea of seething Humanity
their curses clamor of mass calamity
the undertow's abysmal persistence
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Yet so sweetly the sirens sing songs
of desires sealed away in sunken lungs
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-- Ash Wurthing
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*****
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The Son of Armageddon
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You're the convicted victim of indecision;
That's what began the reduction and division.
Cast out to inhabit alien lands
And places without sun;
Those hypocrites all washed their hands
And thought the battle won.
But your private war,
Your secret storm
Had only just begun.
Your life the battlefield between good and evil,
A balance between life and death, God and Devil.
Your life a symbol and sign of the times,
A test of flesh and steel;
You wore the stripes and double binds
Of wounds that never heal.
And the fools were warned
That you were born
To break the seventh seal.
It's time to gather up this legion of feelings
Like the leaves of fallen seasons,
And arise in a whirlwind like the warrior demon.
It's time to release your forces like wild horses
In a fiery eruption,
And bring them darkness and death
From the brink of destruction.
It's time for retribution and your due season,
When false gods and prophets
Speak the truth of treason.
You've envisioned the strange new promised land,
Your will to power done;
The birth from death and desert sands
Of Armageddon's son.
The Hell of war
In human form,
The house divided -- One.
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-- Joseph Danoski
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*****
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The Valley of Death
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It’s cold and desolate
as I walk through this valley of eternal night
even shadows here
hold their breath
unnamed
only known by those who
wandered
lost
got to close to the edge
the promise of first light
broken each morning
again and again
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Sand in the hourglass has forgotten time
sun has no idea how to rise
leaving night to reign supreme
the black kingdom
without a name
​
If tomorrow never comes
would you mourn the lost hours
you did not spend with me
or find comfort in the
stillness
of me not being there?
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It's too dark here to dream
they are buried with the forsaken
in an unmarked
grave
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In this place
the wind speaks an
ancient language
I think I knew it when I was young
truth
have you ever heard of it?
Most here speak lies
the river styx runs backwards
carrying those who dared
to hope
that there will be a new dawn
one day
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There is no future here
only the present
stretched thin
by the hands
of those who cannot let go
what never was
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The valley holds its secrets
close to its chest
this is the
graveyard of the forgotten
the only certainty
darkness will never yield its grip
​
if you could
would you help me to
break free
or leave me lingering in
the dark
waiting for a sunrise
that will never be
a world that will only end
with the fading of my breath
ultimately ending
in death...?
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-- Trinity-memyandi L. Venter
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*****
A SCINTILLATING
SUCCESSON OF
SYBILLANTS
Word Experiment Number Two
Sibylline starbursts stir insensate shades
Venusian asteroids, symphonic strains
Crescendoed siren cries as suppliant maids
Whose sybaritic serenade sustains
Intoxicating chants, satanic charms;
Prospero's insubstantial sprites, desires
Unshackled, pierce night's skies like shooting stars
Embrace celestial sonarscapes, suspire
Succumb to Abyssinian scimitars;
Transcendent in the alabaster arms
Of seraphim or succubus outspread
(Astarte's treasures or Cassandra's curse)
Excite salacious souls, express unsaid
Licentious lusts in whispers, interspersed
Seditious screeds, seductive sarabandes.
Explosive silences slash spheroid sounds
Split city monoliths that scrape the sky,
Spills Stygian streams whose crested wave astounds
Phoenician ships set sail for Circassy --
Cerulean seas whose breezes scent the sands.
Sequential semiphores sign silver spells
Singing, seducing, Cinderella smiles
Chrysanthemums and starbright asphodels
Supernal crescent moons, seraglian wiles
Conspire, suspending disbelief, disarm
Remorseless sinners to night's savage charms.
-- Michael Pendragon
*****
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Hot Air Balloons
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Colorful hot air balloons
Fire-fed are rising
Higher in the western sky
Air bubbles here are flying
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People in wicker baskets
Taking wind harnessed rides
The ground below a puzzle
Kaleidoscopic glides
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-- Louise Charlton Webster
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*****
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Some Would
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Some would seek
the open grail
below the sudden water --
oh Christ! When you bend
you bend for me!
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-- Richard Oakley
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(Pride and Desire)
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With pride and desires all entangled
raptly wrapped in the rat king's snare --
how can any soul truly be free
in a viper's nest of ambitions strangled
suffocating in the odious air
of infectious mob rule mentality
of a writhing pandemonium of humanity
seething in futility against its insanity
-- Ash Wurthing
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CARPATHIA
(THE LAST RESORT)
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Lately, while daydreaming heavily, and drinking in the sunset from my picture window, favorite woodland setting, or mountaintop stomping ground; I enter the gates of a strange and crimson state of mind, and escape from the everyday world.
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I revisit old memories, flesh out their skeletons, and rebuild the childhood ruins of a place I used to run to, in those happy woods beyond the wastes. That lofty estate and magic castle of imagination I call Carpathia -- the last resort.
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Carpathia (or whatever my fellow seekers call it) is the last resort on the lost horizon; refuge to all us mad artists of misunderstood genius, where the journey on the hard road ends for all troubled minds and tortured souls.
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It's the deliverance from the desperate emptiness, doubt and despair of all-too-real lives, with the unconditional love of guardian spirits and unholy ghosts; the blessed acceptance from rejection by our real and imagined peers.
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If not true salvation, perhaps a false security -- the saving grace of fantasy. If not real sanctuary, maybe the happiness of madness;
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a safe sanitarium against the slings and arrows of our misfortunes.
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Carpathia, (if indeed we can ever truly find it) is the dark dreamland rising with the setting sun; the haunted house on the hill, or horror hotel of Hollywood clichés in the middle distance, where we misfits and eccentrics can finally fit in and find the comforts of home.
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A redemption for the fallen, a paradise to the lost, an oasis of calm;
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a welcome and balm to the souls of all demigods and monsters -- Amen!
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-- Joseph Danoski
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